| This town is cold and I,
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make a move
I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set
On anywhere but here
I'm staring down my shelf
Counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time will make one last appeal
For the life I leave
Stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know everyone gets scared
But I'll become what I can't be
Ohh, stop and stare
You stop, don't wonder why you're here, not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
but fair ain't what you really need
They tried to come back
All my senses push,
untie the weight bags
I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now
I will run til you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down
Stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Everyone gets scared
But I'll become what I can't be
Ohh, stop and stare
You stop, don't wonder why you're here, not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
If any, what you really need
Oh, you don't know me
Stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know everyone gets scared
I become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see? stop and stare-onerepublic gash.
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| xanga is still alive?
well anyways lots of changes have been happening.
some sad, some amazing. but it is all working on and working out for the best.
ive updated like once in 2007. soo let's see
february wasn't good, but im sure you don't want to hear about that.
i did find out that im going to be a phsycologist. :D
so that was exciting.
but i got really sick, ive never been that sick in my life. i couldn't walk i could hardly talk and i couldn't eat. so i lost 14 pounds from that. :/
but im better now...still coughing but pretty much all better.
March is going good. spring has made me so happy and lifted my spirit.
another thing that has lifted my spirit is God, we've had many a conversation lately about spring and such.
also im going to be in Anne of Green Gables. im Josie Pye. i am having so much fun with her she is the perfect character with me. we had four hour rehersals every day on spring break, goodness me.
im so excited about preforming it. you should definitly come and see it.
School is going okay, it's time for summer for sure. it's getting to the end of the year and i start going crazy. haha.
i found out yesterday at ballet that i will be going into a prepoint class in the summer. WOOOGHJSKG!
and i got my costume for the recital in may. ha it's a big orange tutu! i love it.
also final note im knitting myself a purse that im rather excited about and im almost done.
XD because the last part was so important.
anyways i love you and hope you are doing well dearest. [edit] and my birthday is on thursday :D
sixteen for the win! |
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| Well, the Nutcracker was fantastic! My first time to be in a ballet preformance...and now that i know what it's like i'm looking foward to many more. I had to have a face full of makeup that got irritating after a while but other than that it was great. Christmas was lovely :). I got lot's of gift cards and CDs. I also got a pillow ;)
New Years was meh, although i did have bunches of fun at the partay. I played Guitar Hero for the first time and actually did pretty good.
I've been getting to know Evan's extended family [grandparents, aunts, unlces, and cousins]. I really like them :D. I went to his grandparents house last night and played games and such. Funn. This week is gonna be busy. Today I'm cleaning and resting because for the next couple of days i'm booked.
ha i like that "booked". i'm kinda in the picture mood, but i don't feel like uploading them. Anyways iloveyouall.
<3 [[edit]] and i forgot to list that london gave me a wonderful gift of sausage. thank you pal :) |
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| How was everyone's Thanksgiving? Mine has been pretty good. On Wednesday we went to my Uncle's house in Rockwall. It was alot of fun...Evan came too. I hope we didn't freak him out :P. Then yesterday I went to my Grandma's house (on my dad's side) in Rowlett. It was only one of my uncles and my grandma. My Aunt couldn't come down from Illinios with my two cousins and my other uncle had to work. Later, we went to see Happy Feet...that is such a cute movie :). There are two movies coming out that I really wanna see. Eragon and Almighty Evan. So tell me if you wanna go to either of them. Eragon comes out on Dec. 15th and Almighty Evan is coming out in 2007. Tomorrow I'm going to one of Evan's Thanksgiving dinners :). I'm really excited. haha I still don't know what I'm going to wear. I DON'T HAVE ANY CLOTHES! :P Anyways iloveyouall :)
mucho <3 |
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| my own friends again.
my own life again.
I feel like I'm too invovled in other's lives and I need to get my own. I don't like it. I am Cassie not soandso's friend. And I feel like that alot of the time :(.
I felt the sting of something recently not a big deal...but it's been building up.
Anyways I'll update later during happier moment so I don't just have this emo post sitting here :p. |
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